Yet Another “Leaving The Fandom” Blogpost
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October 2014. A friend of mine, a stereotypical big, strong black guy – basically the last person you’d suspect of being a brony – wanted to talk to me, so he came by. With him was an Applejack plushie. I was confused. My Little Pony was a kid’s show. I’d never heard of a brony…


Let’s Get Real…
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CROSS is a pen name. My real name is David M. Coleman. I am autistic, bipolar, and have some mild symptoms of Tourette’s. I’ve spent the last ten years dreaming of living in a van, but due to circumstances, have been unable to make any progress with my goals. At 18 I lived with my…


What Does My Future Hold?
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I must admit, I’m questioning what my future holds. Full disclosure, I am in a depressive state, so that may have something to do with how I’m thinking right now, but even when I’m not depressed I still think about it. Disabilities I am autistic and bipolar. I suffer from severe depression and general anxiety.…


Update on Things
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My bio says that I’m an aspiring writer & blogger. While that’s technically true, I haven’t written very much. Over the past seven years, I’ve written only twenty-six entries on the blog. I have only two fanfiction that I’ve written that have actually been somewhat successful. Yes, I’ve written other stories, but I never complete…


About My Lack of Motivation
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I have a problem. I come up with these stories in my head, and start writing them. I usually get two short chapters in before I lose the motivation to continue. I don’t know why this is. My first Anon story did pretty well. I just don’t have the motivation to continue it. I’m gonna…


My Fascination with Human in Equestria Stories
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If you’ve read through this blog, there’s probably one thing you will have noticed: “This dude is obsessed with HiE.” Yes, it’s true, I have a fascination with Human in Equestria stories. I mean, check out the Fimfiction Reviews series. Every single one of them is HiE. A fair few interestingly enough feature the Anonymous…


My Plan For the Future
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I need a more updated and detailed post on my plan for van life, so here you go. Phase 1: Back to School Once I’ve got my driver’s license, I’m going to start taking classes at the Austin Community College. The First Semester I will start with just two classes in the first semester. The…